Austin is sick and I'm very concerned. He's got an operation scheduled for Friday but if things get worse between now and then, he'll have to go in sooner. Thing is... I hope his current situation improves for him to go in. Pity the other Reservations Administrator will be on course this Friday... I'd really prefer to be there when he goes in. I'm really scared cos he's already ten years old so any operation can be dangerous. My main fear is... "What if he doesn't wake up?" I think I'll be really shattered. Sigh... now I'm just trying my best not to think about it or else I'll just cry.